i CaN('t) SuRvIvE...

I thought i can survive. It's juz for about 48 plus hours... but i was wrong...... And it's only about 36 hours and counting now......

Bao bei has gone to KL with her family for a short holiday... It's a really short holiday of only 3 days 2 nites, but i'm missing her already... =(

Bao bei woke me up yesterday morning, but i couldn't talk much to her as i have to wash up for work... After i left house, i called her juz to hear her sweet voice 1 last time for the day, and to bid her goodbye for her trip...

Bao bei and family took a coach from golden mile to KL, which her coach will bypass my office for tuas checkpoint... Bao bei called me juz a few seconds before her double decker coach passes by my office... As i looked up from my daily pile of paperwork, i saw her coach zooming by the main road outside my office... Along with it, my heart seem to call out: "take me along too!!"

Bao bei said my office (which can be seen from the road) looks grand and exciting... thank you for your compliment dear!! *kiss*

Before bao bei left, she said she will call me during the nites she was there... but she didn't on the first nite... Instead we sent each other about 3 smses... it has now been about 36 hours since i last heard her voice... why am i so love sick this time around??

*and Class 95 is playing a beautiful song right now... wat perfect timing*

Heaven (Candlelight Mix) by DJ Sammy & Yanou

Oh, thinking about our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now, nothing can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But, that's over now
You keep me coming back for more

Chorus
Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in Heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in Heaven

Oh, once in your life you find someone
He will turn your world around
Pick you up when you're feeling down
Now nothing can change what you mean to me
There's a lot that I can sayBut, just hold me now'
Cause our love will light the way

Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in Heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in Heaven

I've been waiting for someone
Someday(Something?) to arrive
Love to come along
Now our dreams are coming true
Through the good times and the bad
I'll be standing there by you

Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in Heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in Heaven

Perhaps these two sayings are right... 1. Absence makes the heart grows fonder... and 2. You will only cherish it when it's gone... Fortunately, bao bei will only be gone for a very very short while... I have since made myself promise that i will not take her for granted anymore, and will cherish her very well, holding her tight to my side and never letting go... i will also respect her opinions more, which the egoistic me bluntly fails to do...

During the smses last nite, i asked bao bei to buy me condoms on her way back, which she replied: "why must buy from malaysia when you can get it from singapore?" hmmmm... my dear, my answer is it makes it all the more kinkier and fun, you twit-head!! =p

Anyway, i've been a good boy for the past few days... So bao bei, will you reward me by unleashing the animal instinct in me when you're back?? *wink*

I love you bao bei... *kiss*