yEs, I'm PeTtY... sO wHaT?!?

Dear Diary,

Bao bei's sister has juz had a change of tutor due to some personal commitments... The previous tutor had to drop a heavy bomb and 'pang-sang' her at this time when prelims and PSLE are juz around the corner... So, at this crucial moment, everyone is anxious to find her a tutor as soon as possible... But in such a short time, how to find one? And a good and reliable one at it!!

Then, out of nowhere, the idea of engaging 'him' as her tutor popped out... (Dunno who's great idea...) *eyes rolling*

The 'him' refers to bao bei's ex... He's generally smart, but mischievious... I didn't have a very good impression of him after some unhappy events back during the schooling days, and until today, nothing much has since change my opinion... Honestly speaking, this 'impression' thing is juz a small part of it... The bigger picture is: since he's bao bei's ex, and he has since broken my bao bei's heart, i dun really like the idea of him going to her house every now and then to tutor her sister, and at the same time, able to give him a chance to step into the house, and probably see bao bei... Even though the main issue here is to tutor her sister, it seems like an opportunity for him to see her, which i cannot tolerate... =(

At the end of the day, when there seems to not be any other tutor to cross our path, he's therefore employed...

So, twice a week (i guess), he'll be at her place to tutor her sister...

With his presence, things can get a little uncomfortable...
1. Bao bei's parents should noe that he's the ex... (i repeat: EX) So it may get a little awkward...
2. I wonder how comfortable her sister is with a guy tutor... (i'm juz trying to find reasons to argue...)
3. Bao bei will have to dress a little nicer to be presentable at least... And that includes *ahem*
4. Wat will they say to each other if they were to meet?
5. I surely wouldn't want to bump into him if i were to be at her place...

And today, while i was talking to bao bei on the phone, i realise that he's there... And bao bei is juz sitting across him, surfing her net, seperated by a see-through sliding door... (i do not like the idea of him able to steal glances at her easily... it's over!!)

I've told bao bei that i'm not happy with the idea, but she feels that i'm juz being whiny and not too serious about it... Yes, i may not be too serious, and juz wants to sound whiny, but i just do not like him and the idea of him being so proximately close to the family...

Worst still... I had the opportunity to hear his voice in the background over the phone!! Eewww!!!

So will he be here for long? Or will he be here juz through this year?

Dear Diary, wat should i do? Am i being whiny??